For lastvoyages: Twenty-ninth vision [video+spam]

[can_has_vodka]

[Arkady looks...very tired. Her eyes are sunken and a little glazed, as if she hasn't slept. She has a pair of chickens on the couch with her, both hunkered down drowsy, and a somewhat large basket of eggs on her lap.]

Um...Lady Bertina's been busy lately, and I'm not sure I can eat all of these. Does anyone have a use for eggs?

[private to Touko]
Come down for tea! I've a homework assignment for you.

I do hope Junko has not been giving you more trouble. Giving people trouble seems to be what she does in life.

[Pub Spam]
[Arkady has seemed subdued these last few days, only making appearances during her shifts, and not being social much at all. She goes quietly about her duties in the pub, her usual cheery distractedness gone, but still bent on looking after people as best she can.

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[syouko]

[That last sentence is the last part Touko hears before coming back to herself. In future years, she's not going to remember this conversation clearly: it'll be there, but mixed up in her memories of her childhood and she'll only have an explanation if she thinks very hard. The grown version of her Arkady brings back only feels that she's still the person she was.]

It didn't work.

[can_has_vodka]

[Arkady wipes the tears off her cheeks and swallows.]

No, but I found out enough to know what we need to do.

[She sighs softly.]

Clearing everything out at once would cost you almost all of your memories. It has to be disentangled and gotten rid of in multiple treatments. Otherwise...

...I don't know what age the you was that I just talked to, but you were too young to survive here.

[syouko]

You turned me into a little girl? That's all you could do to get her out? If she stays... [Her voice breaks in frustration.] She's going to ruin everything.

[can_has_vodka]

No, no, no, please. Calm down. That is not what I said. I can get her out, but it has to be done in stages. Otherwise, yes, you'll be stuck with a huge gap in your memories.

And we're not going to let her ruin everything, Touko.

[syouko]

If she's tied into my memories, maybe they should go. You saw what happened when I remembered what happened at school.

[can_has_vodka]

Do you want to walk around the Barge thinking you're about six? Does that sound like a good idea to you?

[syouko]

[It does sound stupid, when someone else says what she thinks in a much less grand way than she tries to express them.]

Then what do you want to do instead.

[can_has_vodka]

[Arkady points at the television, and the image of Touko's mind appears on it, with the parts she wants out growing through the tangle of it like a parasitic black vine.]

I remove it with multiple treatments. It could take a few months, maybe more. The point is that I can do the job, but we need to let your mind recover between each adjustment.