No. [It rushes too quickly out of her mouth, and her fingers tear at the outside of the cushion she's sitting on.]

She doesn't want the same things I do. I know what she's told you, what she told Adrian one time, but those are excuses. They've got to be. They try to make all those freaks sympathetic now, you've seen all those books about serial killers, right? B-but she wasn't even there for anything like that.